Landslide

" Well I've been afraid of changes,
Coz I built my life around you
Well time makes you bolder, children gets older,
I'm getting older too

So I, took my love and I took it down
Climb a mountain and I turn around
And I saw my reflection through the snow covered hills
and the landslide brought me down"

Yup, that phrase perfectly describe my situation right now
and that is so wrong of me
to have built my life around you.
when i shouldve built my life around my  Maker
Allah the Almighty

Now I face the consequences

I should try to think about it like this

Maybe with him gone I would gain new perspective in life
With him gone, I can dekatkan diri dengan Allah SWT lagi
With him gone, I'll discover a whole new world

Trying hard to find the silver lining in this one

Sebenarnye, ko poyo apesal. Padehal ade org lg penting and ber hak dari ko die left behind

Drng tk kate ape pun

And maybe, if he ignore me so much, that I finally be able to leave him

For good..

In Shaa Allah.